House of Joy cover art by Jason Elijah

Lies and Eyes

from House of Joy

“Lies and Eyes” comes in raw, jagged, and unguarded — a song full of emotional wreckage, disgust, memory, and severed trust. It feels like someone finally speaking from inside the damage instead of trying to tidy it into perspective. The result is not polished calm but a living rupture, where bitterness, clarity, and release all arrive in the same breath.

Lyrics

Sometimes they just won't leave me alone I just wanna go away for a little while and hide out somewhere I don't know, in a mountainside oh, and then oh, then I can decide what to do with you, darling what to do with you, darling they won't leave me alone they keep asking me where's she at they keep saying when's she gonna come around and I keep saying I don't know, darling I don't know thought maybe you'd come around and stay awhile but no, you just turned around and you left so fast and darling, didn't even get to remember you you always leave that way you always leave that way I always wondered how far you'd take it, darling before you'd say, stop, stop I can't take anymore you were always good at taking all that stuff you were always good at taking all that I'm so proud of your abilities, darling you know you're never enough for yourself and never will be, probably I don't know what you're trying to reach I don't know how you feed and I don't care 'cause it's draining me, darling it's draining me you always took advantage of these situations, didn't you the power they gave you the power they gave you electronics sabotage overload entertain me with your dance hall dance hall your dance hall games I know you were a slut, yes I didn't care very much I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't you're gonna be left all alone, darling hope you can take it hope you can take it, yes what is this world coming to that you should behave in such a way what is the world coming to that you should behave in such a way what is the world coming to that you should behave in such a way, such a way I shouldn't have ever trusted you for my information you talk too much, anyway I never would have touched you if I would have known the way you have become you have infected me with your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes

“Lies and Eyes” does not try to sound healed. That is part of what makes it powerful. The song stays inside the emotional debris of betrayal, where memory keeps circling back, the body is tired of being haunted, and disgust becomes one of the last forms of clarity left. It is less a measured reflection than an exorcism — something spoken because it has to be expelled.

What makes the song cut so hard is that it never settles for a single register. It moves through exhaustion, contempt, accusation, dark humor, and severed attachment without ever pretending those states are neatly arranged. The repeated returns to darling make the song even sharper. The word should soften the blow, but here it carries fatigue and distance. It turns intimate language into something almost surgical, as if the speaker is looking directly at the person who caused the wound and finally refusing to romanticize what happened.

The ending gives the song its true center. Your lies and your eyes fuses deception with the very thing that once made connection possible. Eyes usually suggest recognition, tenderness, truth. Here they become part of the contamination. That is the deeper horror beneath the anger: the realization that what once drew you in was entangled with what harmed you. The song does not offer forgiveness or closure. It offers something harsher and, in its own way, more freeing — the moment when illusion breaks so completely that you can no longer be seduced by it.