She Comes in Peace cover art by Jason Elijah

All the Time

from She Comes in Peace

A drifting, intimate meditation on longing, memory, and emotional entanglement. The song moves like someone living inside an old feeling rather than simply recalling it, holding tenderness and confusion in the same breath. Its repetitions feel devotional, as if love, ache, and surrender have all become part of the same quiet ritual.

Lyrics

all the time my eyes, I do love it how only your eyes all the time my lies, I do tell it the way it flows so nice all the time you said it's so nice all the times you took my life all the time you rise step inside, step inside you'll find this so nice step inside love is in there tied up, twisted around somewhere I know it, it's in there a long time, it's been a long time gonna be right, to be waiting here wish one more time that you could go home then we'll see about that, dear I can tell you doubt one more time oh, when you want me I'll be there you know, you know it's been a long time I'm gonna be right here hold on tight hold on tight for the ride hold on tight for the flight the way to go don't you hold on for the show don't you know it's time the way to flow to just let it flow now go

“All the Time” feels like a mind circling something it cannot fully leave. It doesn’t move in straight lines. It returns, repeats, lingers — the way real attachment does when it hasn’t resolved. The phrase all the time becomes less about frequency and more about condition. This isn’t something remembered occasionally. It’s something lived inside.

The song holds a quiet tension between devotion and entanglement. Love is in there / tied up, twisted around somewhere. That line is almost diagnostic. It recognizes that what remains is not clean love, not simple loss, but something knotted — where affection, memory, pain, and identity have become inseparable. The voice isn’t trying to untangle it. It’s acknowledging that it exists that way.

There’s also a subtle instability running through the song — a sense of not fully trusting what’s being felt or said. All the time my lies, I do tell it sits right beside expressions of sincerity. That tension suggests a fractured inner state, where truth and performance blur, where even honesty feels shaped or distorted by the need to hold onto something that may already be gone.

The invitation to step inside is important. It opens an interior space rather than presenting an argument. The song doesn’t explain itself; it lets you enter the emotional structure directly. Inside that space, love isn’t absent — it’s just buried, twisted, waiting. Time hasn’t removed it. It has only changed its shape.

As the song moves forward, it begins to loosen its grip. The early lines hold on — waiting, staying, repeating — but toward the end, something shifts. Hold on tight gives way to don’t you hold on, and finally to just let it flow / now go. That movement feels like the real arc of the song. Not a dramatic release, but a quiet recognition that holding and letting go are part of the same process.

What makes the ending powerful is that it doesn’t reject what came before. It doesn’t say the love wasn’t real or that the attachment was a mistake. It simply reaches a point where continuing to hold it in the same way no longer works. The song becomes less about resolution and more about permission — permission to stop circling, to stop forcing meaning, and to allow whatever remains to move on its own terms.